When my heart speaks

In The Name of Allah The Most Gracious and The Most Merciful

It seem like a medicine

When you feel your heart cannot stand with all the sadness 

Everything you plan not goes smoothly

Just like a bomb

 waiting to explode

This is not we called run away from the problem

The problem is still there

And always be there

But I just need a space for my heart to rest

I just want my heart feel nothing

Empty.Rest.Peace

I won't feel happy

I just want a peace

I want my heart rest for a while   

Keep silent to everybody

I loss my appetite

Because I feel nothing

Nothing make me feel excited

Let it be like this for a while

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I read a novel

Love story

Even the story not so realistic

It's okay 

Unless I can feel my heart easy and was so happy

I don't know why

But when I woke up from sleep

I feel so happy

And the mood was there for a day

I'm happy

yes.

Happy for nothing

But the feeling was so great

And I found it can be a good medicine for me

Thank you Allah

For your love and care

Always to me

Please give me a new heart

Let me to always LOVE YOU

Let me be, Allah.

Dear Heart,