Saturday, January 30, 2010

Cinta Balqis...erkk...




huh. i can't imagine people called me "BALQIS" ( gilew perasan!) juz bcoz they said that i look like her! NO!!! hey..hey..hey.. you.you.you... seriously it's really different! erm.. balqis is 1 of the characters in the "CINTA BALQIS" film..the actor is eira syazira.

for the 1st time, zaki ( 1 of ma friends) called me balqis. he said that i looked like the actor. at that tyme i dun believed him. then, during the holiday, i went back to ma hometown at banting, i got msg from amir. he asked me either i had involved any film.. i knew he tried to make joke with me as usuall. i replied "nope. y?". he said, he saw someone in the television really similar like me! the face, the way she talk, she smile, she laugh, cry and her voice like me!". amir said, the diff btwn me and "balqis", im in cubby version , gelap cikit n wear veil. owh gosh! i chuckled because it's so funny..after that, pali said the similar thing! heyyy..guyz...wake up!

one day, i went to meranti to take my dinner with my beautiful najlaa and my lovely roomate, shikin. during i wait for my drinks at beverage corner, the "mak cik" ( cashier) called me "balqis". owh...dowh.. it's really funny..( hey u.. im not "perasan" k!). that are what people told me. and after that, my roomate keep it laughing at me and she repeatedly call me "balqis"!
the same thing happened to najlaa. she told to mama about that story, then i cant believed mama have same respons like others! i text to my friend bout this. he chuckled back to me.. he also think it's so funny..and looked like "i perasan sendiri!". after that, i got msg from him.. he said i really like "balqis" after he watched that movie!. owh k.. it's great..( meh cini ramai2 panggil saye balqis!). now i immuned with name of " balqis".

after finished my class, i went to SUB with najlaa to take my lunch. at that tyme there's some people give their manisfesto. most of them from Pro-M. ( saye sangat tekun dengar) ;). yeah today is last day for them to give their manifesto for election. after finished my lunch, i went to mosque and during my way to mosque, i heard someone called "balqis". then i try to find who's the person is.." haA..tyme ni memang gile perasan..becoz people always called me balqis, then i thought that was ma friend". i saw someone that i didnt know keep it call me balqis! again n again.. seriously at that time, (muke dah blushing!. neh bukan perasan. but malu sgt n xtahan nak gelak). i try to run away from him. "sha, najlaa mintak maAf..najlaa xdapat nak tahan gelak neh", najlaa giggled!. owh..seriously i was ashamed! now all people noticed to me n najlaa.. i try so hard to walk as fast s i can.. "muke awak cam balqis la"...ya..ya... so what!!! now u dah wat saye sangat malu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

owh please
so please
i beg to u
dun call me balqis
call me
RISHA

*sekian terima kasih*

*wink*

p/s: saje upload pic eira shazira to make sure smua nampak
terang, jelas lagi nyata ~~ izhar halqi, heh..
muke saye xsame langsung ngan "balqis"!

Friday, January 29, 2010

Owh OB~~


i read organizational behavior book... eventhough it's quite boring but i have to set in my mind " this subject is so interesting". heh. trying to apply what im reading in this book. actually this books seems to be motivation book. it's taught me how to be gud employers, employees and also taught me to read people. yeah.. i luv it! R.E.A.D P.E.O.P.L.E??
yeah
i have to continue read this book
struggle!

p/s: since my phone was cannot funtion well
so i cant take the real image of my book..
juz uploded through internet
eheh..
;)

i got 1 theory after i do this experiment..

"the more u read, the more u starving"

*wink*


xde tajuk~


woke up early in the morning. i cant sleep after i got nightmare. it's really nightmare. i swear!
i look at my lappy..now 4.10 am. huh..it's still early.. seriously, i need someone to talk to at this time. y i feels "semacam je ni"??? i look at to my roomate... she's slept tightly. but me??? owhhh...
sigh~~~

i saw 1 of my friends online. yeah..jue, i need u. i told her everything. she asked me to recite some surah from Al- Quran to calm me. i opened the recitation of Al-Quran from my playist. seriously i can't sleep.. i dun want to meet "......" again in my dreams.. i dun feels that things juz appear in my dream..because i can feel it at real.. i can feels something on my leg.. it's too heavy. seriously.............owh..i dun want to talk bout it anymore... thanx jue.. it's help me..

this list juz to remind "Cik Risha" again n again that she must finished her task immediately!

6 topics of organizational behavior for her reTest!
test industrial organic next thursday..
3 chapters of her thesis shud submit by next week!
wednesday- she have do interview for entrepeneurship assignment!
the same day with organic test, she gonna have entrepeneurship's day..

(dear cik Risha, please start do ur work now!)

no

ø facebook
ø ym
ø blogging! (erk..heh (^_~)V )
ø sms
ø call

i wanna wish to all my friends, all the best! give the very best to your work! for those final year students, please sacrifice. there's no enjoy n dun wasting ur time do the "lagha" things.
heheheh...;) and u, Cik Risha, please dun be emo2 k.. hehehee..please be strong dear!!!






Tuesday, January 26, 2010

hemorrhoids???


"oucttttt............arghhhhhh..........it's too pain!!!!!!!!!!!!! hurting me so much! again and again..."

hye guys...have u heard bout hemorrhoids before? do u have any experiences deal with it? hemorrhoid are swollen veins in the anal canal. this common problem can be painful, but usually not seroius. yeah..it's so painful especially during menstruation. you can't to drink any kind of drink that can add "angin" into your body..eg; coffiee ( containing caffine) and tea! seriously if do so u'll get some trouble. the "angin" 'll give some pressure in ur body and and the same time the feel painful of the hemorrhoids............till at the 1 time u can't walk because it's too pain! the pain attack the back of ur body and make ur body stretch ( time ni jalan cam dah jalan itik xpon cam siput!!!!).... veins can swell inside the anal canal to form internal hemottoids. or they can swell near the opening og the anus to form external hemorrhoids. u can have both types at the same time.



what can cause to hemorrhoids????
~too much pressure on the veins in the pelvic and rectal area causes hemorrhoids.

~tissues inside the anus fills with blood to help control bowel movements. if u strain to move stool, the increased pressure causes the veins in this this tissue to swell and stretch--> hemorrhoids!

~diarrhea or constipation also may lead to starining n can increase pressure in veins in the anal canal.

~ pregnant woman can get hemorrhoids during 16 months of pregnancy. this is becoz og increased pressure on the blood vessels in the pelvic area. straining to push the babu out during labor can make hemorrhoids worse!

~ being overweight can also lead to hemorrhoids.. ( so please for those have this kind of problem, please take note! u r not only get obesity, but all disease will affect to u!)


How u want to know that u actually in hemorrhoids?

what r the symptoms???


H.E.M.O.R.R.H.O.I.D.S

the most common symptoms of both internal n external hemorrhoids include:

  • Bleeding during bowel movements. You might see streaks of bright red blood on toilet paper after you strain to have a bowel movement. (seriously sometimes you cannot feels the painful....~~)
  • Itching.
  • Rectal pain. It may be painful to clean the anal area.

Internal hemorrhoids

With internal hemorrhoids, you may see bright red streaks of blood on toilet paper or bright red blood in the toilet bowl after you have a normal bowel movement. You may see blood on the surface of the stool.

Internal hemorrhoids often are small, swollen veins in the wall of the anal canal. But they can be large, sagging veins that bulge out of the anus all the time. They can be painful if they bulge out and are squeezed by the anal muscles. They may be very painful if the blood supply to the hemorrhoid is cut off. If hemorrhoids bulge out, you also may see mucus on the toilet paper or stool.

External hemorrhoids

External hemorrhoids can bleed, and then the blood pools, causing a hard painful lump. This is called a thrombosed, or clotted, hemorrhoid.


How are hemorrhoids diagnosed?


Your doctor can tell if you have hemorrhoids by asking about your past health and doing a physical exam.

You may not need many tests at first, especially if you are younger than 50 and your doctor thinks that your rectal bleeding is caused by hemorrhoids. Your doctor may just examine your rectum with a gloved finger. Or your doctor may use a short, lighted scope to look inside the rectum.

Rectal bleeding can be a sign of a more serious problem, such as colon, rectal, or anal cancer. So if the first exam does not show a clear cause of your problems, your doctor may use a lighted scope (sigmoidoscope) to look at the lower third of your colon. Or your doctor may use another kind of scope (colonoscope) to look at the entire colon to check for other causes of bleeding.


How are they treated?


For most external hemorrhoids, home treatment is all you need. This includes slowly adding fiber to your meals, drinking more water, and using over-the-counter ointments for a limited time to stop itching. You also may use stool softeners. The same home treatment can be used for most internal hemorrhoids.

If your internal hemorrhoids are severe, you may need other treatment. The doctor may tie off the hemorrhoids with rubber bands or scar the tissue around the hemorrhoids. These treatments reduce the blood supply to the hemorrhoids so that they shrink or go away.

Surgery to remove hemorrhoids may be done if other treatments don't work.

( owh no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)


Healthy habits can help you prevent hemorrhoids or keep them from getting worse. Eat foods that have lots of fiber, such as fruits, vegetables, and whole grains. Also, drink plenty of water, and get plenty of exercise.


..........................................................then what are u waiting for??...............................................






puas!


Assalamualaikum wbt

Agak bersarang sungguh blog saye neh. adess nak wat cmne. bukan xde mase. tapi xde perasaan nak menulis pape pada blog ini lebih2 lagi after my phone broken down. huh. ( ade sesape yang baik hati lagi pemurah yang nak bagi enfon terlebey2 kamu itu pada saye? sila2.. ahakz..) adees.. neh bukan nak wat iklan murah k.

yeahh...Alhamdulillah now i'm in final sem to complete the degree in UTM..insya'Allah. saye juga doakan buat sahabat2 yang lain. i have to give my very best to my final sem.. chayok2!!~~V
i have to grab all the opportunity comes to me to prepare myself for the future life. the life out there is unexpected. i have to be prepared mentally & physically. if u looking for the job it's not easy as you expect as long as u prepared well & luck is always comes to u. but if u just depending on luck, i think you're not really feels satisfied even if you get the job. the demanding of the employer nowadays to take worker is to high. i have to fullfill their needs as such attribution of soft skills in every espect; team work, life long learning, leadership etc... achievement with high cgpa 4 flat it's does't meant anything to u if u are not being able to express the knowledge that u have especially in workplace as long as u works with machine...;p

my last sem here is so precious for me. i try to fill every minutes with the great activity that can give some benefits to me future. L.I.F.E is all about the learning process that u cannot get from the lesson in lecture hall. to know well bout L.I.F.E is by experiences. that's why your experiences are so precious! if you realize most interview of vacancy, they looking for the person who already had work experienced... by being the committee of club or run any programme in university will give a lot of benefit to u. seriously u will learn a lot of things immediately as long as u know to divide your time wisely....there is no meaning if u being a president of any society but u fail to manage your time wisely! As a student we have to realize the most responsible things to us right now is STUDY, STUDY & STUDY!

the process of learning u will be find the word of "FAIL", "FALL", "CRY", "SAD", "DISSAPOINTED". all these words will make our life more meaningful & BEAUTIFUL with the variety episode of your life. from there, u'll learn something even sometimes it's too hard to u. u have to feels grateful because u able to feel all these feeling and u have to be proud of urself because u able to face them well! all these feeling are just a part of our life. am i ryte?? if it's comes to u again dun afraid just face it and enjoy the feels. ;) ( i know it's not easy. Even how much i already face it, it's still being the things i afraid most..but when i through the L.I.F.E i found the reason y.. Allah know the best for us. then just FACE IT! yeahhh..;) ALLAHUAKBAR!
opening of my last sem i being a student in UTM, i participated in EEEP programme (Employment Enhancebility English Programme) organized by Al- Ikhlas Education Group. futhermore, this programme is under project of ISKANDAR MALAYSIA. one of my senior had tagged me about this programme in facebook. ( wah..facebook sangat! hahahaa...;p ). credit to her! thanx ya. during the programme, i learned a of things. i was grateful to Allah because give me this oppurtunity to join this programme. all the advisors there are really supportive even who you are. they try to motivate u to boost up ur confident level. from the person who really weak, cannot speak, not confident, afraid then being a someone better in short time. its absolutey amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AWESOME! everybody with confidently shows their ability and talent during talent night. even the english that we use "broken" english...so what???who care! AT LEAST WE TRY SO HARD TO SPEAK! yeahh... "practise makes perfect!" isya'Allah.
they also teach us to use the correct word and grammer. but seriously it's hard to me to speak to the correct grammer during conversation and even in writing.. im sorry mr. Ashok..hahhaaa........ outchhh...dowhh.... but i will improve by time goes by.. insya'Allah..i really mean it.. ;) i got a lot of friends there. i miss every moment with them especially during talent night. we had to prepare the performance in limited time for every night! we sing a song, dancing ( yeahh...even it's so ambarass me when i went back to utm! - TIK TOK song!), acting and etc.. they try to set in our mind that english is so interesting! yeah.. ALL OF YOU DID WELL!! thank you so much! I miss THEM so much!

then the continous lesson of english i joined toastmaster programme last week. 22-23th Jan 2010 at pandan city hotel. that's really great programme! All the advisors are really supportive and sporting! we had 3 task to complete. all are about PUBLIC SPEAKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! owh no! i want to scream! i hate PUBLIC SPEAKING! i'll gonna be blurr!! confirm blurr!! all the words out from my mouth are unstructural form! hate it! again i said I HATE IT SO MUCH! i've put a lot of effort but it's does't work.. i know Allah know the best for me.. i know everything happend has a reasons. that y i'm being there. to join, join, join...again, again, n again....there is no word regret in my life. i hope one day, Allah will give me the things that i want in my life... ;) yeah..risha, chayok2!!

after i heard the speech from gerald green, it's boost my confident level up. yeah.. i want to speak in front of them! i want to challenge myself! i want to challenge my fear! i want to challenge u, RISHA! yeah.. just go and do it! don't be afraid of what people perception of u! forget about it! they'r also seems like u! gonna be blurr and the butterfly fly in their stomoch too! stop to thinking to use the great words! just use the simply words as long people can understand u. that's great! just be urself! every people have their own strenght! so show who u r. dont be afraid. yeah!! my 1st task i presented my public speaking entitled "my self". huhuuhuuuu... i just do it. i try make it different than others by make different opening. it's work! i grab their attention! they laugh!! Alhamdulillah.. when i saw the rest performance, owh gosh! they're so great! i want to be like them too! thus i didnt expect that i able won the best speaker for the my 1st task!.. alhamdulillah! it's repeatedly boost my confident up! my 2nd task i delivered a speech entitled "my bestfriend". i put my emotion during deliver that topic! ...because i really passion of that topic and once again alhamdulillah..i can attract them! congratulate risha!! it's ok..just do it the best, insya'Allah 1 day people will notice ur effort of it! and my last task i talk bout "My Superhero"....i sang a song..~~ (somebody save me!!!!!!!!!!! tu je kowt yang rangkap yang saye tau nyanyi... hahahaa..) Alhamdulillah i can deliver in the time range given.. and at the end of the programme i learned a lot of things! i can feels the improvement of me. i know it's still not enough...but alhamdulillah.. i gave my very best..and i can see it's work! at the end of the proggrame i won 1 award but i dun know what it's actually.. bcoz i dun aspect that i'll win..thus i just go front to take the present from Glenn Koh, President of MIM TM Club of JB without know what's it.. yeah i got the book written by GERALD GREEN, 1st Distinguished Toastmaster (DTM)..SYUKUR! T.H.A.N.K Y.O.U ALLAH!!

Today i walked to my faculty. i saw a lot of poster of election already hangin at the walls, on the tree and every part that they can hangin their posters. the election campus already started. the orange republic ( pro-M) vS red republic ( eVo-M) fight together to win the place for next mpp utm. i remembered the last election..yeah..i being the one "calon" but unfortunately i lose it! but like i said before, Allah know the best for us.. ;) 1 of my friends asked me, "what side r u?"...~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~"undi anda adalah rahsia!" ;)

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All the best to all the "calon2 pro-M and Evo-M!".
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Let's it be my secret!


this week i have to start write my thesis. yeah..i think it's getting interesting after i understand a little bit bout the catalyst. one of my friends give me some advise after i sigh that i dun have a mood to write it. my friend said, i have to correct my "niat". if i really do because of Allah, i'll do my very best and there're no issues anymore. yeah..credit to u! thanx for remind me ya..next week i gonna have 2 test ; organic and ob(re-test!) and the same week our subject entrepeneurship 'll gonna have a entrepeneurship's day! every group have to participate and it'll gonna be our assessment! a day before it our group 'll gonna to do interview at the company that we already chosen. Do ur best risha!

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there 'll be somethings that make me feels excited

yeahhhh~~V

chayok2!!

Allahuakbar!


"People also say "good luck!" to us,
but just luck is not enough.
it's all depend on us and U prove it!" -23/1/10

I wish to leave you with this prose as shared by 'Papa' Gerald Green :

You can love me but I must make me happy,

You can teach me but I must do the learning,

You can guide me but I will have to walk the path,

You can coach me but I must win the game,

You can even promote me but I will have to be successful,

You can pity me but I will have to bear the sorrow,

For the gift of love is not the food that feeds me,

it's the sunshine that nourishes what I must finally harvest for myself,

So if you love me ,

don't just sing me a song,

teach me to sing,

For when I'm alone,

I will need the melody.


cik Risha


Wednesday, January 6, 2010

aku..



Melihat keluar tingkap dihadapanku bangunan Masjid Sultan Ismail ini tersergam indah, kelihatan kilat menyambar. Guruh mula berbunyi, pokok2 bergoyang ditiup angin. Sekali lagi sakit itu menekan2 bahagian urat di kepalaku. Ya Allah, apakah ini? Adakah mungkin cuma perasaanku sahaja? Sekali lagi sakit itu menyentap kepalaku. Ya Allah, sabarkan diriku dengan ujian-Mu ini. Aku mula hilang fokus. Pencarian maklumat berkenaan dengan "assignment" yang perlu dihantar pada keesokan hari tidak lagi menjadi perhatianku. Aku mula mencari panadol di dalam beg galasku. Loyaku semakin menjadi2. Alangkah hampa panadol yang kucari itu tidak ku jumpai.
"Mesti tertinggal lagi ni. Selalu camni.", dengus hatiku. Terpaksalah aku menahan kesakitan ini.

"Kene fikir positive ni. Baru sakit di dunia. bukankah sakit itu penghapus dosa seandainya kita redha dengan ujian-Nya". Bisik hatiku. Tapi tidak semudah itu aku mampu sentiasa positif dengan ujian-Nya. "Ya Allah, ampuni dosaku....". Tersenyum. Ku lihat dihadapanku ada pengharapan di sana. Insya'Allah, aku mampu. Ya aku mampu..

Kedengaran azan mula berkumandang dari MSI. Aku harus pergi segera.......




Saturday, January 2, 2010

entry utk 2010




Alhamdulillah dah masuk tahun 2010.
Ya tahun yang ditunggu2 oleh semua warga kampus yang bakal graduate tahun ini.
insya'Allah. errrk...gurlp.... agak takut. huhu.. ( orang cakap kalau takut o cuak means we r not prepare yet..hihiii..cik Risha, betulkah?)

Clap2x...thumb up2x..
alhamdulillah
syukur pada-Mu Ya Illahi
sudah 22 tahun umur saye
nampaknya semakin hampir saye dengan kematian
Ya Allah, takutnya.
(adakah sekadar lafaz takut sahaja? is't enough?)
Astagfirullah takutnya.



terima kasih buat ma lovely roomate ♥ (shikin), si cantik ♥ (najlaa), si cute ♥ (yon), amir, zaki, pipi.. yang wat suprise party for me.. thanx so much..

najlaa: risha, cepatla...sha ni lambat sangat la. 8.30pm najlaa dah nak kene jumpe dia ni..
cik Risha: najlaa neh nape?? gelabah sangat.. xpenah2 camni.
najlaa: manede pape.. cume najlaa xnak dia ade tanggapan buruk pd najlaa sbb xtepati mase.

(pelik tul la najlaa arini...tetibe nak rush semacam je..owh..k. mungkin dia nak balik minggu ni sebab tu nak jumpe cepat2..)

najlaa: nanti pas makan g bilik najlaa dulu ye. nak take shower dulu. dah xlarat tgk badan camni.
cik Risha: laa nape nak take shower plak..tadi kate dah lambat... adess dia ni ade2 je..

yes makanan dah sampai. seperti biasa fav makanan kami, dia nasi goreng ikan masin, & saye plak nasi goreng cili padi (adeess makan cili lagi..nampak roomate saye sure dapat ceramah free..oppsss..tapi jgn risau maa roomate, saye makan nasinye je, cili2 dah x makan k..ekekekee).

Bismillah..... Allahumma bariq lana.....
Ya Allah kurniakan kami.....

ahaaa.. ameen...(^_~)V

pas makan kami, rush g bilik najlaa. tetibe
(tut..tut..tut.....hahahaa..ma phone berbunyi)

"shikin???"
shikin: salam, sha, ni aku yon. ko katne skrg?
cik Risha: ak kat bilik najlaa.. nape?
shikin: najlaa ade kat citu x? nak cakap ngan dia
cik Risha: haA??? ok2..

sejak bile la plak diorang tetibe cam kawan baik neh? xpenah2 kowt...

cik Risha: najlaa, nape?
najlaa: xde pape. ntah shikin neh...
Cik Risha: sejak bile la najlaa tetibe cam rapat sangat ngan najlaa ni?
najlaa: haaA?? mmg kitorang rapat..
cik Risha: haA?? ok2..pelik la korang neh..
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cik Risha: mane dia ni najlaa..lambat sangat kowt..
najlaa: nth.

tetibe....mane dia..npe tetibe cam kenal je kete ni...amir??? watpe kat ktf ni? zaki pn de..
haA..mane kawan najlaa?? nape tetibe diorang yang muncul??nape tetibe najlaa ngan diorg ni kawan?? pelik je..what??? ma roomate n yon pon ade skali??? ma roomate naik moto?? .mesti de pape ni... haAaa.. tau..tapi xsure.. lagi meng kantoikan keadaan...tut..tut..tut...pali kat screen phone ak.. nape smua so sudden ni??

pali: salam. sha, ko katne?
cik Risha: katne? kat dalam kete. ade ngan amir skali. npe?
pali: ko berhenti jap. aku nak bagi barang.
cik Risha: barang?? haA.. pe nih?.....amir, pali suh ko berhenti jap. dia nak bagi barang..
amir: cakap kat dia kite berhenti pondok pengawal..

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pali: kamera ni nanti bagi kat yon..n ni baterinye skali..
amir: ok2..

muke amir cam dah pelik je. cam xbagi pali kuar suara lagi..then..mane pali tau yang yon pon dengan saye? nape xcall yon terus?? adeess... pelik la korang neh.. nape perlu kamera ni?? najlaa tanye tadi nak tgk wayang x..xkanla kat wayang nak berkamera2 neh?? surely ade bnde yang mereka rancang....im waiting..

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mereka membawa saye ke restoran agus..(erm..xsure betul x ma spelling neh)..hehehee..
then, mereka letakkan kek depan saye.. siyes terkejut..even cam dah dapat bau2 sikit kepelikan mereka.. but seriously terharu sangat.. dah lame sangat xdapat kek.. xsambut ma bufday ber kek 2 neh since masuk U.. terharu sgt2 kowt.. even agak terlalu awal.. xpela..jap lagi pn dah nak masuk ma bufday..(01.01.2010)..

terima kasih sangat2 korang. i wondering either, saye dapat sambut bufday saye o x utk kali terakhir saye studi kat UTM..terima kasih korang..thanx fullfill ma dreams.. ni akan mnjadi knangan yang paling manis.. yang paling saye akan terase..ukhwah antara kita semua.. saye sangat sayang kamu semua.. Ya Allah, limpahkanlah rahmat-Mu pada semua sahabat2 ku di UTM mereka terlalu baik buat-Ku.
(pic bufday xde..ma phone rosak. smua pic ade kat mereka)

terima kasih pada sesape yang antar wish kat saye. maAf ya andai xsempat untuk membalasnya.. terima kasih pada semua..


saye akan merindui mereka

UTM, I U

ALL COMMITTEE in JKM'08
(thanx selalu ade ngan saye. support me n terima saye sbgi sahabat kamu)

my roomate: shikin
(terima kasih shikin. always wit me since 1st sem in utm
thanx for owes there for me..u owes lend me ur ears, ur shoulder..
Ya Allah, peliharalah sahabatku ini.. sesungguhnya dia terlalu baik.. limpahkanlah rahmat-Mu pada-Nya)

najlaa & mama
(najlaa, sayang kamu. semoga Allah kurniakan kebahagiaan buat kamu & mama. terima kasih jadi sebahagian dalam hidup sha. sha syg sangat kat najlaa. syukur, Allah kurniakan seperti kamu. sahabat yang ade tika tawa & tangisku.. sha teringin tengok najlaa bahagia. xnak tgk tangisan kamu ya sayang.kamu terlalu baik sayang..)

Ana
(Ana, sha sayang ana sangat2. terima kasih. terima kasih. terima kasih. terharu sangat dapat sahabat seperti kamu. tika yang lain pergi dari sha, ana yang hulurkan tangan pada sha. ana terima seadanya sha. ana byk ajar sha erti hidup. (seriously..touching kowt skrg..teringat tyme ana bantu sha. sha jatuh, jatuh n jatuh..ana datang ngan sabar tarik sha perlahan2. Ya Allah, sayangilah sahabatku ini. kurnikanlah baginya kebahagiaan hidup di dunia & akhirat nanti..)

Dayah
dayah, kamu terlalu baik. alhamdulillah,semoga kamu sentiasa kuat dalam
menghadapi dunia akan datang. terima kasih atas bantuan yang selalu kamu hulurkan buat sha.
dayah, terima kasih atas ukhwah yang terjalin antara kita. sha sayang dayah. dayah, sha doakan dayah dapat jadi muslimah sejati.

Melangkah itu mudah,
namun mencari arah itu terkadang payah,
mencari jalan itu mudah,
namun memahami destinasi itu yang susah,
menyusur susur itu mudah,
namun menuju noktah itu pasti mendatangkan lelah,
dalam semua ini..menjaga istiqamah itu paling susah,
payah dan lelah,
namun Dia amat faham,
bagi hambaNya,
Dia tidak meminta manusia menjadi yang terbaik,
hanya perlu untuk melakukan yang terbaik,
meletakkan sandaran dan keyakinan penuh kepada-Nya,
lantas nescaya Dia akan menguruskan selebihnya.
Agar yang terbaik itu akan menjadi milik manusia.
Moga perjalanan kita sentiasa di dalam lindungan penjagaan Allah swt. =)

kelab Iqra utm
kak raihan, kak dija, kak yanti, kak raihanah, kak mia & sahabat2 yang lain
(akak, saye rindu kamu semua. teringin jumpe kamu lagi. nak jumpe kamu. akak, terima kasih.
terlalu banyak jasa akak semua. banyak yang akak2 ajarkan pada saya. terima kasih atas kasih & ukhwah yang akak berikan pada saya. akak ajarkan Islam itu indah.akak ajarkan adenya peluang yang Allah akan berikan kepada hamba-Nya yang berusaha mencari Allah setelah jatuh..terima kasih kerana terima saya buat pertama kali pertamanya akak melihat saya. terima kasih kerana sudi membimbing saya dengan sabar. Allah ajarkan banyak bende pada saya melalui akak semua. terima kasih kak. semoga Allah berikan ganjaran kebahagian buat akak semua.
akak, doakan saye menjadi seperti akak semua.
saye mahu jadi anak yang solehah, sahabat yang baik, muslimah sejati
insya'Allah
saye tahu saya xmungkin dapat jadi seperti itu
tapi sekurang2nya Allah akan melihat usaha saya ke arah itu.

sahabat2
(nur aiman amani ng, far, kak ida, fana, shika, lala, emai, syasha, mun)
+terima kasih. i learned a lot of things from u guyz..
u'r nice friends, care of each other, u motivate me being u gud person,
be independent, be stong. kak ida, thanx ya. kamu seperti kakak sha d utm ni. even kamu lebih muda dari saye. tapi saye terlalu kagum pada kamu. yanti, chayok2...saye doakan kamu semua dapat kebahagiaan yang Hakiki dan sentiasa thabat di jalan-Nya.

(umairah, intan farhana, kak fatimah, kak adilah, sahabat2 pmi yang lain)
Kepada setiap muslimah yang rela Allah swt sebagai Rabbnya, Islam sebagai agamanya dan Muhammad sebagai Rasulnya.
Pesanku, jadilah seorang wanita yang bermaruah, yang punya kedudukan tinggi di sisi Tuhannya. Di mana namanya sentiasa disebut-sebut dalam kalangan para malaikat, dan yang berjaya memperoleh cinta yang Teragung, iaitu cintanya Ya Rabb lantas menjadi wanita yang paling bahagia di dunia.
(Subhanallah, Syukur, Alhamdulillah..terima kasih Ya Illahi kurniakan diri ini kesempatan
mendekati mereka smua)

kamu
terima kasih kerana memberi keyakinan buat saye berdiri
yakin pada diri saye . membuka mata saya sendiri untuk memberi peluang
pada diri saye.
thank you
Showed right from wrong
Taught me to be strong
Taught me to never judge
terima kasih kerana sudi sahabat yang baik buat saye.


"saye anak dino bukan lagi sloth"

“stop looking back, you‘re in the right path!”

terima kasih!!!!!!!!!
congrate, u did well
semoga kamu sentiasa gagah menegakkan agama Allah.


mungkin ini terlalu awal
bukan niat untuk memuji dan meningi2kan mereka
tapi inilah yang saye rase.
saye sangat2 menghargai mereka
tapi saye sangat sayang ukhwah antara kami


TERIMA KASIH SAHABAT!

Aku menilai si fulan, padahal hanya Allah yang berhak menilainya. Dan aku tidak akan menyucikan seorang pun yang kunilai seperti ini dan seperti itu atas Allah. (Hadis riwayat Muslim).