You are beautiful because You want to be. You are beautiful because Allah made you that way. You are beautiful because your heart, your brain, your attitude, your kindness. You are beautiful because in my eyes. THERE IS NO ONE MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN YOU
Monday, April 5, 2010
rindu bilik~~`
Sunday, April 4, 2010
berkampung
"ehehh, aku saje je pakai payung beso2. saje nak perli ko yang takde payung"
hehe.. hadeeeiii...hambek ko..dush2x. nak kenekan saye ea?? eheh...
dikesempatan ini saya ingin mengucapkan
TAHNIAH buat pemenang2 best presenter~
(eceh...wat ayat2 skema)
tahniah buat semua!
bagi yang xdapat tu, bak kate dekan fakulti kita,
hadiah xcukup k.. bukan kita xbagus..
eheh... xpela. pe yang penting kita semua dah yang terbaik kan?
tu da best reward kita hadiahkan buat diri kita sendiri.
so sape yang xmenang tu jangan sedey2 k..~~V
balik je dari N24 saye mendapat keje part time.
huwaA.. dah 3 kali scan
tapi ade gak pic2 yang berwane itam. maAf tuan. nanti saye buat balik k..
maaf sangat
lambat siapkan keje part time tu.
malam itu pula, kami membuat suasana bilik ana seperti wayang. ade tayangan perdana citer AEON FLUX ! sciences fiksyen! boleh bagi msg gune tengkok je. giler ebat! hidup sampai 7 generasi. habis 1 generasi, clone yang baru.. adess.. apekah.. walaupun jalan citernye cam xlogik tapi tetap semangat tengok. tanyangan di sambung pada keesokan harinya dengan cerita WEEK LATER. siyes saye menjerit2 sebab terkejut. virus tu ley wat orang2 jadi zhombi. pastu nak hapuskan orang2 yang terkena virus tu, kawasan yang dijangkiti itu perlu dihapuskan. waA..kalaulah ini merupakan salah satu agenda barat nak hapuskan negara2 Islam ......camne?? urm..
insya'Allah. malam ini baru nak start studi . All the best kepada sesape yang exam pada hari ini.
jom kita ramai say NO untuk MENIRU!
malam selasa ni, my project 5, toastmater program.
agak takut. semua hebat2. semua dah ade title TM
tapi sorang je xde lagi.
pape pon All the best risha!
chayok2.
jom GAMBATE!
JAZAKALLAH.
Saturday, April 3, 2010
saya vS doctOR
Dr :awak sakit pe?
saye: kaki saye sakit.
Dr : nape kaki awak sakit.
saye: kaki saye terpelecok ( adess..xtau betul ke x ejaan neh).
Dr : camne blh jadi camtu?
saye: saye panjat bukit tapi xlepas. then kaki saye cam susah nak jalan n sakit.
Dr : bile kejadian tu?
saye: 3 bulan yang lepas.
Dr : aikk??? baru sekarang awak datang klinik?
saye: tyme tu saye ade datang g klinik ni. tapi Dr lain kat cini kate kaki saye xde pape.
so dia bagi saya ubat sapu je.
Dr : baiklah awak pegi wat x-ray kat bilik blakang.
(pas wat x-ray)
Dr : saye xnampak tanda2 kaki awak patah o tulang tersalah ke.. semua nampak ok je.
(adess.. Dr. neh ingat saye ni tipu dia ke... neh kaki den ni memang sakit. siyes xtipu. )
saye: tapi kaki saye sakit sangat Dr. saye xtipu.
Dr: mungkin dah awak lambat wat check tu yang dah xnmpak tu.
saye: huh??? Dr. ni bukan salah saye. aritu saye pegi jumpe dr kat klinik ni, Dr. kat cini gak cakap kaki saye xde pape. tapi nape kaki saye sakit makin teruk??? then tetibe Dr. plak cakap xde pape.
( siyes bilik ni cam dah berangin je rasenye neh. sabo risha..sabo2...)
then pas jumpe Dr. kali ke-2 saye malas nak jumpe Dr lagi. dia bagi saye macam2 ubat la pastu. but still tulang kaki saye sakit lagi dan keadaan tulang tu terbonjol keluar! waA....siyes takut tengok! but Dr. cakap "KAKI AWAK NI XDE PAPE!" yeay.. disebabkan kamu ade certificate DOCTOR, saye kene akur ngan KAMU...
ni dah hampir 2 sem berlalu lepas kejadiaan tu. tulang kaki saye tetap terbonjol keluar. rase sakit kadang2 datang dan pergi. disebabkan sem ni sem terakhir saye, terpaksa buat2 xtau rase sakit itu. hari ni rase semacam sangat. rase cam pedih dan sakit. bahagian kaki yang sakit tu rase panas. adess kaki saye nak demam ke neh.. eheh.. ade ea kaki demam???siyes sakit sangat. nak jalan makin sakit.. bila ingat balik ape yang Dr tu cakap, " kaki awak ni xde pape". huh, siyes teringin bagi Dr tu rase kasut saiz 8 saye neh! Dr, SAKIT TAU X???
xpe2. sabo2.. nak tunggu keje nanti ( xtaula pe dah jadi kat kaki ni) saye nak gi jumpe Dr. pakar terus. xmo lagi pegi jumpe Dr. "klinik" biase. huh. eceh cam eksyen sangat kan. cam kaye sangat kan. siyes dah kurang sangat percaye ngan Dr 2 klinik biase neh! huwaA...risha, BERTAHAN! chayok2, kejap je lagi ni.. dah2...sila start keje kamu kembali..;)
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
c.o.b.a.a.n~~~

harus lebih kuat mental dan physical. Allahuakbar! duhai hati ini, bersabarlah sayang~~ habis je present my final project, balik je bilik~~~TAHNIAH charger laptop yang baru sahaja dibeli tak sampai 2 minggu TELAH ROSAK!!! pada keseokan harinya QALBY menemani saya pergi kedai computer tempat saye beli charger tu. guarantee pon 3 bulan.. so bley la pegi. ni baru 2 minggu beli dah rosak neh. pe citer??? bile pegi kat kedai tu, owner kedai tu cakap lagi 3 MINGGU lagi baru boleh dapat balik... ERKK....3MINGGU LAGI?????????????????? adess.. saye nak gune waktu sekarang maa... suke suki je! dah r poket makin kering.. duit thesis- ( format laptop+ charger laptop)=@#$%^&$#@.... siyes NAK MENANGIS! bukan nak lagi..TAPI DAH MENANGIS DAH DALAM HATI NI!!!
1APRIL!
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
demam PSM
Saturday, March 27, 2010
P4: When The Moon Falls In Love
Title of speech :When The Moon Falls In Love
Many of you have fallen in love before !!! (pause, look around )
Owh…gosh ! Can you imagine when the MOON falls in love ???
Thank you the Toastmaster of the evening
Fellow toastmasters and welcomed guests, a very good evening to all of you.This evening I would like to share with you : When The Moon Falls In Love…………..
The lyric from Yasmin Ahmad’s song that I love the most. It goes like this;
" If the Moon can linger in the morning so bright, why can’t the Sun do the same at night? "
For me, I always think, the sun symbolises the male, as it portrays the Masculine features of strong, bright but sometimes could be very weak. The moon on the other hand symbolises as a female, with endless beauty, very calm to look at but could be very lonely. They made very good and perfect couple, like it was destined from heaven.
Have you ever thought that the Sun and the Moon are actually lovers?
Why not?
I mean, because the sun and moon are just like Adam and Eve. Without the sun, the moon would not exist, as we know, it only reflect the light from the sun. Human’s Love blossoms from loyalty but can be full of cheat, unfaithfulness and bitterness to each other. But the Sun and the Moon always loyal to each other from the beginning of time up till now. Their love just never fades away like our love. That is the true power of Love.
Sadly, the Sun and the Moon live in separation. Never be able to live together like we do. No matter how strong their love is, they are not destined to be together in their lifetime. The Sun will appear on the day to shine on the mankind but the Moon can only appear in the night to entertain the heartbroken ones. One day the Moon said to the Sun;
“Oh my love, you shine on humans and made them happy for the rest of the day, and I will entertain them and give them a sense of peace and happiness in the night but truly I feels so lonely. When we will be able to hold hands like human do?”
And so the Sun replied;
“Oh my Dear, I’m not trying to shine on them, but rather I’m shining my love on you so you are not lonely. My light will make you glows beautifully and make every eyes of the girls filled with jealousy. Now We MAY live apart but I will always shine my love for you forever in this earth until The Lord Almighty brings us together in the Heaven.”
The Moon satisfied with the answer but never contented with it. One day, the Moon thought to herself, I must be strong in order to be together with the sun. From today on, I will stay behind till noon to show my love to the sun even my glow of beauty does not remain the same as the night. Even both of them, appear on the same morning, but they can only look at each other from a distance. Cannot hold each other’s hands. Even so, The Moon is very happy because they got to see each other but sadly for The Sun, he can only see the pale face of The Moon staring at him. So the sun asked the Moon;
"Oh my Love, why do you look so pale and sad?"
The Moon replied;
“Oh my love, I’m sad because I can’t be with you, and I’m pale because you are shining so brightly at me. You showered me with your love but it has caused me so much pain. Just imagine if I’m not with you, my love.”
The Sun is confused so he asked the Moon;
“Oh my Love, do you want me to reduce my love for you so that you can light up the morning sky with your glow and smile?”
Listening to that, the Moon said quickly;
"Oh my Love, Never Never... If you don’t shine your love on me, then I will forever be in the dark even at night, and the scars on me will never heal.”
So the Sun and the Moon continue to live apart like that. They got to see each other every morning and then they’ll be separated again. So the Moon is becoming greedier. She longs for the Sun every moment and watching him from a far every morning is not enough anymore.
So, the Moon asked the Sun again;
"Oh my Love, If I can linger in the morning so bright, why can't you do the same at night? If you are present at night, I can always show you my beauty."
Hearing to the question, the Sun becomes clueless and don’t have the answer himself. He also wonders why he can’t shine at night. Then he replied,
"Oh my dear, have you forgotten the Words of the Mighty Creator of this world?"
She realized that she could not go against the rules of creation. The God has made their destiny as such. She cried and asked for the forgiveness from the Lord Almighty. She realizes that she could never be together with her beloved…The Sun.
“Oh My Love, there will be time when we will be together. Please be patient”, the Sun said.
So the Moon and the Sun has been waiting until the Lord Almighty granting their wishes to be in each other arms.
The Sun and The Moon’s love is a very tragic love. Loving each other but never able to be together. There’s always that kind of love in this life that will never be able to be together in this world and surely God will grant your wishes in the Heaven. Fate is in the Hand of God and Destiny is God’s blessing for his servants. There will be the time when your love will be realized.
For the love that is never to be realized in this world, I’m praying to God to give us the strength to be patient until the love comes to realize in the Paradise, where it’s full of Happiness. Just wait as the Sun and the Moon has been waiting for each other from the beginning of the world until the End of the World. Whenever you are tired of waiting, think of how long the Sun and the Moon have been waiting for each other..
BACK TO THE TOASTMASTER OF THE EVENING.
Dear TM Risha,
A very interesting speech I must say. Well done.
I have reconstructed some of the sentences with little amendment to the story line.
Please rehearse and deliver within the 5 to 7 minutes.
Sorry for the delay as was caught up with many CNY events.
All the best and looking foreward to see you in action on Tuesday.
Victor Lim ATM (B)
ku berlari...
Duniaku kosong. Seperti hidup di dalam sebuah kotak. Teraba- raba aku mencari cahaya namun masih belum kutemui. Dulu aku punyai rumah, namun rumah itu tidak punyai seri. Aku tercari- cari dimanakah aku ingin dapatkan seri itu. Rupanya seri itu hanya aku akan dapati jika aku dapat meninggalkan rumah yang aku diami itu. Untuk meninggalkan rumah itu aku perlukan semangat yang kuat. Kerna dialah peneman diriku selama ini. Aku dalam dilema. Tidak semua yang memahami diriku ini. Aku tidak mengharapkan pemahaman manusia. Kerna pemahaman mereka selalu dipenuhi dengan hasutan syaitan. Penuh dengan kebencian, lirikan mata yang tidak menyenangkan dan kata- kata yang menyakitkan.
Aku dipersimpangan antara dua jalan. Samada aku kembali semula kepada rumah yang lama, atau meneruskan perjalanan ku ini. Masih ternginang kata- seorang sahabat. “Andai benar perjuangan kita kerana Allah, buktikan “. Aku bangun semula dengan kata- kata itu. Aku lalui segala duri dan belati dihadapanku. Sakit! Pedih! Terlalu sakit!!!! Terlalu banyak luka dan parut ditubuhku. Sumpah, terlalu sakit!!! “Ya Allah, bantulah hamba-Mu ini. Aku mohon kau ubati kesakitanku ini. Andai kesakitanku ini penghapus dosa- dosaku yang lampau, KAU kuatkanlah hatiku ini untuk menhadapai ujian-Mu ini!”.
Dia tersenyum sinis padaku. Mengapa harus aku yang dipilih untuk menghadapi dugaan ini. Mungkin coretanku ini akan dibaca oleh dirimu, aku tidak seperti dulu lagi. AKU BUKAN LAGI AKU YANG DULU.